Out Of Our Mind

somedays feel pure insane
dreamed today, not tonight that I drank rum in scotland
dreamed that I was in the new place playing golf with the new kids
i hope you're of the patience you pretend
art is a victim of the backburner

noises in my head and faces on my tounge
nearly sara's birthday
wanted the ocean but as fake as a chicken
i was dry
got wet but not naked with two bikinis a couple days ago
made us all look like girls
not just for the coldness
but for the shrapizalitization

a rum away
thought i would be a rock star
thought i'de be on charlie rose by now
blame it on the commercial world but hell
coulda done it if i really had it in me
i hear the prettiest songs in the shower, at times
but i left that town behind

eye wehndt ouht ovv mye mahind 2-day
beachside dusk at dawn overcast
no good sleep in months
could blame it on the kids but it is what has always been the case
kids just give me the excuse good to be be up at that hour
i should join a bike gang
but i hate fuckin' harleys
devil inside
fidah just been grown up all somewhere'z else
woulda been just fine
but the white eagle lounge has nothing for me now

blue sky now
it is
but i can't see it
when you feel like this it's cold in summer
dark at noon
neon with grey
civil with criminal
destruction on the hammock strip
satan is a real estate agent
fuck em all
ive had it
i watched em tear all those ancient plants from it's ever lovin earth and blamed it on all but me
shoulda stood there and died with em

but i wait
i wait to lay here and die
upbeat and inspirational
silver lining aftermath
shot in the main line old girl friend pocket
manhattan burns
burn my balls

fifty yard line
punt for the goal
kick the bucket while you wash my car
burn
burn
burn it
burn it like you're hated flag

seems kilbey copied my style
can't believe it
tried to ignore it
tried to move on to dot my organs
tried but failed
sad today
facing some facts
facing spilled wine futility
mccarthyizmz
twinz in the womb
nowhere else
in all but the womb, twins
will die withought knowing eye

ohos ruhos?

wandered around atlanta on dark forbidden streets did you?
talked to animals and lost loved ones did you?
noticed the breath of the ocean did you?
heard the voice of everything and chose the voice of nothing did you?
froze just off stage?
but melted in the lights?
watched as the canary died?
predicted 9-11?
no, no anon emon
just nu-b
old bee
birds do it
machines do it

eye eye capitan rivers
an' there's mountains where that came from

b